Ayeeeeeee

I'm sure everyone joining the PC has the emotions of: (1) I absolutely can't wait to get there and do all these great things and learn so much, and (2) I can't leave, I can't leave my family, I can't, I can't, I don't know what I'll do with out them. And I'm sure people have them to varying degrees! With me, I can't wait to find out my country, meet my fellow PCVs, meet the HCNs, and do the work that's expected of me. Then, I will also have the deep feeling that I absolutely can't go and be away from Justin and not have him around me. When I feel like that, I have just the deepest ache throughout my whole body. But when I'm excited about the PC, I absolutely am excited, overjoyed, and completely impatient! And I hate that I have the pull of two extremes like that. Bleh.